| so the thing is.. |
[25 Feb 2009|03:42pm] |
ughhh
well, today i hung out with my former liker jesse and it was chill good times, played b-ball brought up old stuff and bullshit, have fun play ball with these two guys. Then this guy askes for my number and i give it to him. Plus Jesse doesn't have a phone so we can play ball together. THEN AFTER EVERYTHING after not being sure if he likes me cause he's always moody around me plus i'm not sure either, we end it, i end it on sat i think. Then HE HAS THE BAWLS to tell me he still likes me today !? I think just cause that guy told me to call the #, idk that's selfish of him. You only want me cause you can't have me but, he said it's not that. He said he likes me cause he just. I'm sorry I can't deal with it. (-____-)
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| life as of lately ... |
[25 Feb 2009|09:53am] |
MY NAME IS BUCK AND I LIKE TO FUCK .
ahhaha jk mhmm but, mang i feel like watching kill bill right now !
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| tuesdays<3 |
[24 Feb 2009|06:09pm] |
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i just go to say tuesdays are always great for me HOT DAMN!, lol mmm so some shit wen't down today. I thought i'd feel more but, i didn't but, it's all fun and games for me hopefully he feels the same way. Cause i don't want to hurt anyone. fo'reallll.
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| late valentines day pics |
[24 Feb 2009|09:51am] |
hello folks, took some valentines day pics with my little sister yesterday fun and i learned how to put make up on, i might start wearing it more often it makes me look older kinda, i still feel like i only look seventeen. uggh. today i'm hanging out with my bff Art :) it's ganna be chill, because we both are chilllllllllll, ahahhaha. crazy stuff. Hung out with Jesse on sunday as friends of course idk boys are dumb were not talking anymore you can't touch my boob and bringing up old things that we did or will never do, wtf is your point ? mm I hope it's the same again soon but, that's up to him to stop being weird. Anywho TUESDAYS are always fun gotta clean up and get ready for a great day :)!
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| last night |
[21 Feb 2009|05:39pm] |
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last night was great/ whack because a certain someone, some people are crazy, don't tell me you don't drink and that drinkings disgusting, then you go and do it. Fucking ridiculous, c'mon and i'm sorry for making you hurt and realize everything you've done. People talk shit because you give them a reason. It's your fault, i'm sorry your morals have changed but, don't blame it on me. I'm relieved were not talking anymore, it's sad when you kiss someone and you feel nothing ? I'm sure you guys have felt that. I guess, i was just doing it to make you happy. I know it's wrong if i don't feel the same way. And leading on is wrong but, i tried my best to like you. I just knew it wasn't there from the start. & I wanted to have my fun ;]. Mang now i feel kind of horrible cause that makes me mean LOL you thought I really liked you and you didn't want to hurt me. BULLSHIT, i know when someones on my cock hmm, I figure when you like someone you don't have to force it and it wasn't there. I should want to always hang out with someone i like esp when it's bearly the beginning. And I hope you don't think I used you for sex but, perhaps it was that. I didn't want to let go cause I just wanted someone there. ahhh that makes me selfish, ugh. But, then you say you wanted my comfort so i guess it goes both ways? hey you said it wouldn't be akward so stop being a fucking girlll. On another note, i can't wait till tuesday cause now i won't feel bad about my other friend who's on my page i'm truly happy :) eeeek ! dancing with freaking manny,josh,mondo,magic and xtine was bomb last night! and today the gays! too much shit wen't down last night. I just hope things are the same soon! i wanna get fkljaslkfjslkdafj
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